I miss you
I cry because I want to be by your warm skin
But I'm not
I beat myself trying to draw you to me
But you never see
I reminisce the good times we had together
But I forget the even greater ones we've yet to have
I'm stuck remembering how you taste and smell
My thoughts glue me down more
I watch my love grow every moment
But I feel the sadness at its heel
I write so many words but say so much to you in thought
My mouth is paralysed
My body numb
My heart is weak, and weakening with growing love
I love you
But I need your love for me because I have none.