I look in the mirror and what do I see

I see two totally different images of me

I see the loving kind person I used to be

I also see the angry sad and cruel person hurt and pain has made me

It breaks my heart in two
Knowing the pain I have caused you

The kind me longs to be wrapped in your arms once more

The cruel me wants to settle a vindictive score

My heart and soul feel as if they are in a war

I'm fighting this down to my core

I want to put the wrong me finally  to rest

The loving kind me is the best!