Jun 2013
Believe me, please.
I am extremely thankful
To live in such a beautiful
And blessed place
Such as this one.
But I have a best friend,
Who is snorting his life away
Through the poison called Coke.
I have countless friends fighting
The slow, merciless Depression.
Stress, Hate, and Anger
Swarm my body,
If not my head,
Almost every day.
My "closest" friends don't understand.
They've lost my Trust,
And I can't say a word
To my "supportive" family.
I constantly feel so Alone.
I must sit here,
In Silence,
And keep this God ******
Smile on my face.
So yes,
It can be hard sometimes,
*Even for a white girl,
Living in beautiful California.
I am extremely thankful
To live in such a beautiful
And blessed place
Such as this one.
But I have a best friend,
Who is snorting his life away
Through the poison called Coke.
I have countless friends fighting
The slow, merciless Depression.
Stress, Hate, and Anger
Swarm my body,
If not my head,
Almost every day.
My "closest" friends don't understand.
They've lost my Trust,
And I can't say a word
To my "supportive" family.
I constantly feel so Alone.
I must sit here,
In Silence,
And keep this God ******
Smile on my face.
So yes,
It can be hard sometimes,
*Even for a white girl,
Living in beautiful California.
