There is no comfort in death and that is what they will tell you. But I am telling you, I am waiting on a better clue. There is no pain after life and that is what I am scared of, will there ever be a day to mourn the passing of the dove? I am so worried for myself and that feeling isn't new. This hurt grapples me like the stern grip of a pirate's worn glove. And now I can't bear to escape in the stories that I knew. What a poison to believe in, what a curse to let you love.