O what have I done? Pride and foolishness has led me to this place, Between love and hate I could not choose With you I could not live But without I came closer to death Than you would care to know I was forged in your fire, And undone by the same hand Hurt I am, and sought I did To make you reap what you Had sown But when my words cut your breast I bleed in turn I have seen you die, Time and time again In my dreams and dark wishes Foolishness For the sun cannot rise If the moon will not set I wanted you to hurt So you could see But as sharp as words are to me they lack conviction Read this letter and know That I am a lier And that I am broken Just like you
2010 I should have told you so long ago, Now it is far too late.