soon after the dying Christmas tree started scattering its needless needles throughout the house, life stopped - the nagging dampness of winter dewing the red bricks until flakes of paint drifted onto the floor like snow. Here, among the spider's threads, where invisible worlds claw at our heels, some newish sickness was brewed into being. And we didn't notice. Our muted festivals weren't enough to mark the subtle changes of the seasons outside, so every day drifted into the next one, like waves tumbling onto distant sandy summer shores