Why don't you ever just say sorry and mean it? You know what you're doing wrong so change what you're doing. Like today when you were being a complete **** and an *** then right as you were leaving jack said dude give her a hug. How could you forget that? Or me? I thought you cared. I thought you loved to be with me. Was that all a lie?  How come you never stop what your doing and make me happy? All it takes is for you to care and keep a smile on my face. I never ask for anything from you, when I do it's small things. I'm always scared to tell you how I truly feel since I'm afraid you won't care. It's imposssible for me to know if you actually care if you don't show it, you only say it. Why don't you say goodnight to me anymore? You're scaring me by that, I don't want us to end. I love us. How come you don't talk to me after 9? Do you not wanna talk to me or something? If you need to tell me something just say it. It's better then leaving me here all alone wondering. There's so many things I would love to talk to you about but I just can't. My mind goes blank when I'm with you. I try so hard just to say something that i've been meaning to ask you about but my mind goes blank and nothing comes out. Why do you ignore me when you're with your friends? I'm still there you know. I'm not a ghost im a human that has feelings.