You are not a desert rose but a three-headed spike --the reason for the pinholes in my shoes You are not a soaring beauty --so many of the souls who call you home are gnarled and cruel You are frigid and the vicious guardians of your sky scream ****** when I walk by You did not always welcome me despite the lover's whispers you blew my way You are merciless --insatiable in how you thicken my skin with the grit I gnaw in my teeth You are not a peaceful sun but a chaotic creator --anarchist god You are the companion I so dearly miss