this is really sad for me

I just smile and hide
when inside
I'm all bruised and beaten and red
because of you
because of me
because of you and you and you
and me and me and me

the shame that runs
with the blood in my veins
to hinder a heart,
to hinder a pain

chosen to hide by me
to avoid divide with She
how weak I seem

o woe is me*

o're the sides of an ivory fountain
crimson water spills
creeping up to my feet
it sinks into the soles of my shoes
and alas,
I give in,
my white laces stained pink.
I sign my heart over to you
with trembling hands,

invisible ink.