I've lost more than I ever knew I had. Given more than I will ever receive. Embraced fear knowing it held absolution. I have been the pillar in others lives as they crushed me as foundations. I have been the only light keeping others bright and I have fallen further into darkness without them seeing. I will never be wealthy if you measure wealth by assets. Have I loved? Oh how I have loved. Foolishly, recklessly, blindly, lost, found and forgotten. But have I been true to myself? Can any if us say we have? Totally, always, I doubt it. But I have tried.