Hurting, cursing, crying as always,
Crying as if I was someone’s fault
barely feeling the pain of my fault
Am I another idiot? Well, maybe!
Under the rain of emotions flooding  my heart
Despite the wickedness of that heart
i remain untouched, unshaken, dear heart!
Am I just another idiot?
Well maybe cuz I’m not sorry
No, not even a little bit
I am not sorry at all and it’s okay like that
Not **** sorry about it.
You may hate me but it’s fine
I get better with time, just like wine
Better in my lovely wickedness
I guess that’s why I shine !
Well maybe I’m just another idiot
Who loved and hate you at the same time
You really make me think of wine
I hate and love it at the same time
Am I just another idiot?
Well, obviously and I love it!
Cuz im not sorry
No, not even a little bit  
I am not sorry at all and it’s okay like that
Not **** sorry about it.