Meanwhile back at the ranch
The good times held on much longer than he had expected
In fact truth be told  
For a minute ........he forgot who she was
And worse.......
Thought things would be different
As if he had somehow managed to
Over ride the forces of balance ....
broken the curse  
..........
Not any more .
The sky blackened........
Sunset saturated.....
A ****** of crows .......
Bled in.      
Cawing so loud ......nothing could be said...........
Bringing something indifferent.....
Temperature dropped drastically,
He wiped his nose on his sleeve,
A foreboding, icy wind bereft the trees of their leaves........
A foreshadowing?
Perhaps, ........
Reoccurring clairvoyant visions,
He dismissed instantly.........
Confused illusions he didn't want to see.......
Actually sound premonitions.
Based upon intuition and actual events .......
All the little mysteries,
"Why'd you do that's. "
And "out of character acts"
Frolic naked in his mind ,
Constantly .........
Damming evidence.    
Yet love has ways .......
Chemical dispensary,
The heart cares less of consequences,
The right cocktail .......
Fades even obvious   trails ,
Of outright mutiny.......
The mind believe what the heart doesn't want it to see......
When  the  ghastly breeze took his hat from his head
He felt it
........it commanded respect
It smelled musty.......he looked up.......
Couldn't see.....giant raindrops  
.....spattering ........
He started twisting his ring........
Lot a things ........
He went to speak.........
His breath ramping up speed
His chest full  ......
Muscles flexing and involuntary happenings
Involved in communicating
The reeds in his vocal cords on the verge of resonating
A ultra slow blink
A brilliant flash #$☆☆☆
........lightning ?
Burnt the picture of everything
Into his brain
Chest cavity burning
Ears ringing .......hes not standing ..
Tries but ........
He's not able .........
Lies in denial.......
All along shes was his female Cain!
She  saunters ......
each heel  twisting ......popping up gleefully
Overly content .....
Cat ate the rat ...ingly
......

......walking......seductively.....

Away......

The thunder cap still cant get out the canyon........
Somethings    ........ Wrong.......
the young man
Drenched in retrospect
Staggered in from the rain
Hadn't yet accepted the pain
All his life flashing through his mind
His pride holding him upright
He knew things were far from right
He hadnt the strength to be bitter any more
Leaving a trail of globs of blood clotting on the floor
His eyes could barely open he was hollow
He couldnt ........ Didnt
Wouldnt cast his gaze upon her
Not any more
Not any more
His face began to contort almost as if the flesh was beginning to boil  off of his skull    ...........his lip trembled.
This ..............moment
Would culminate his whole life
This ................sole moment
He felt mortality leaching in from the wound he received from his soul regret
If he could say it all to her with one sentence ..........
He could die without these regrets
................this one moment where life ends and life begins
His whole body now tremors
And hes listing
She's not listnening
The lights dim
The cold fingers of death are begining to caress his leg
Up to his inner thigh
He could smell the dirt and all his worth burning away at the pyre
She ..........
........fickle ........
******* careless
Little wreck less Jezebel
She delivered the wound to the chest
And she knew it .....
And he knew it .........one
One giant tear from the pain
From the heart
Follow by a river
That was backed by a see.
This is it
  Right now
The best he could do is one word
One word .....
Just one..
Just .............
Death had a subtlety sickening seductive
Improper way about her
Like a **** he thought
You see ?  he thought......
The way she makes me think
Pale and gaunt he raised one finger so slightly
Water dripping from his hair into his eyes. He didnt care
He took A deep cold convulsive breath .............and said........
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