I almost want to cry..
i feel myself building up that urge to just yell, 'why!??!'
i can see now how i wish i still had you :(
seeing you kiss her really hurts me.
i know we have moved on, but your love still holds my heart :(
why dont we talk anymore? why aren't you there?
did i say something wrong to you? or do you just not care?
i really wish i could express myself to you,
but i feel that if i do, i will just push you away, or make you sad.
i wonder if i just want to make you want me so i feel wanted.
i should feel wanted, but not in that way..
i dont know, maybe i just miss you,
or maybe.. just maybe..
i still long for your love..

:/

i want you to want me.
i need you to need me.
i'd love you to love me.
i'm begging you to beg me.