i will remember how you looked at me, your deep, blue eyes burning holes through me and how you gave me every piece of you without any second thoughts and how i offered you what was left of me.
i will remember my cold feet intertwined with your warm feet under dozens of blanks and the feel of your skin against mine, your warm breath on my neck, your deep soothing voice filling my ears, replacing the dull sound of your records, the softness that intertwined our fingers together and your tight grip on my waist pulling me closer and closer to you.
i will always remember how you got along great with my dad and how he told me that he's never seen me so happy before then when i was sitting next to you, wrapped up in your strong arms or how you touched my face so delicately; brushing a strand of hair away claiming i had the most beautiful face you have ever seen and i knew this wasn't true but i let you win for once.
you pushed me and i fell, but i know you just forgot to catch me but that's okay; i'll never stop loving you, my heart will never stop aching or beating for you and the saddest thing of all; i knew you never did quite love me and i don't think you ever will.