a happy child tangled in sand and strings of seaweed cling to his velcro shorts wet with the sea the only love hes ever known that kisses him every time he leaves and comes home whispers from the trees and salty breeze fill his mind leaving it at ease for the hot months when the world is green his imaginary friends laugh and pretend sun soaks his skin and worries run thin but there are voices shadowed in these happy notes he cant quite make them out but they poke holes in his shield of sunshine and gold and soon the cool breeze infiltrates his armor one by one leaves fall colors lack in ardor as does his smile and those shadowed voices grow stronger in the frosty chill darkness like tendrils wraps and winds around his mind from the inside out the golden skin of a sun kissed romance is chased away leaving him white as if he'd just seen a ghost and the snow coasts its way over because everyone knows that misery loves company and each tear he sheds is its own salty sea streaming from eyes that no longer see what the soul longs for as they roll of his chin they hit the floor and get sicked up by the dry cold earth