Lately i've been reminiscing of the past
how it went by so fast
i'm reminded nothing lasts
Everything is in constant change
yet we are constantly wanting to turn the page

Lately i've been thinking
on how im always alone
days
       weeks
               years
a l o n e
I don't even really notice
I couldn't tell you on what i focused on to pass the time
How i"ve wasted my seconds

Now actually trying to feel my existence is
horrifically overwhelming
feeling my soul crack beneath the waves of melancholy
everything's
                  b l u e