Innocence and full of hope Quickly became disparity and anguish Nothing left, sold some dope Miracles were needed, not a wish Sleepless nights Sickness began to start Tunnels continue with no lights Conscientiously loosing heart Parental disconnection Being alone and the one Purity vanished Gone farther than "just kissed" Cupid doesn't like resistance But we had no chance 2.5 years of a roller coaster Then I lost her Learned who I was Living in a sobriety buzz Dagger to the heart Found a poetic art Going across the country It's more than just a dream Not just a quick scheme And finally doing it for me