I remember all the obsessive hugs,
notes and warm kisses
so I can prove how much I love you,
how much you mean to me rather.
And it's over now, not totally
but definitely heading there.
I want to stop the tears from falling
because I promised
that you'd be the last
yet here I am;
letting go of a promise.
maybe, even letting go
of what is meant to be.
because you're more than just a word
and a promise,
more than just a remedy--
you are my home
hence, the reason why I am lost.

-A.X