such that death: twinned... and waited... and waited... and waited... and waited to rhyme: of death... and... earth... if i had the best excuse.... this might be it... but it's not... had i invested in... paint... brushes... canvas... galore... a poem a postcard... you have to write: on a corpus... riddling itself: a best "excuse" to confine the anchor, body... suitor... coffin: and confines: gravity: grave! don't ask me to grovel! that death is so awaited... such the enriched: loved-up... spectacular... i havd to worry.... having to... loot... a hybrid of benefactory laughter and the hubris of a sigh: closure: of a half-living... best expressed: fully... corpse.