Muddled dreams of chaos and oblivion Wake up, feel the breeze from the window Open the bottle, swallow your feelings Drown the colour in grey Put on a smile, put on your mask Go to the table and eat The motions of the day go by Iām still typing onto a blank slate With a blank stare Empty heart I can feel my mask breaking Keep up the act Smile and push on Swallow your feelings Put the plates into their places In the sanctuary the mask falls The smile is gone Time for another trivial day of life Haphazardly put on the mask I'm just tired I'm fine Don't worry please Clean and walk The melody drifts into my ears At last, a true smile Through the door, the chains are off The boundless energy is out and gone Open the bottle Swallow your feelings The darkness is an empty void I fear this loneliness Me and the dark aren't so different Suppressed Rest eludes me Does even my sleep hate me Smile and cry Consumed by exhaustion Collapse into nothingness Swallow the pills, they keep you normal Swallow your feelings Until you can't eat any more Until you break again Until this hell is over So put on a mask Swallow the pills Smile and laugh Until we repeat it all again tomorrow
I hope that nobody worries about me, I'm fine and poetry is one of the best ways to get it out.