It hurts to know we never had the chance to be happy. It hurts to see you with another, knowing that I love you. It hurts to think that we could've tried, but I was too afraid. Knowing we would always have the same people trying to destroy us. It hurts to know you don't love me the way I now know that I love you. It hurts too much to see you and know that we can never be, now that you are with another. Knowing that you love her and not me. It hurts to know that we can only be friends and nothing more. It hurts so much, that we will never have the chance again because I was too blind to see what we could've had. Knowing you are still in my life, if it is only as just a friend is better than not having you in my life at all. It hurts to know the pain and heartache I feel, but I will hopefully get over it in time.