Trust me,
if I could be sleeping next to you
I would.

If I could wake up next to you,
I would.

If I could pick up my life and revolve it around you
I would.

I would like to do many things.
I wish I could take away my pain.
I wish I could rid you of your pain.

I wish life was simpler.
I'd make it easier if I could.

Trust me, I’d do many things if I had the power.
Sadly, I’m not in control.

I guess that’s what hurts the most:
Lacking control and the uncertainty that follows.

*- j.m.