I begged the spirits to send me a sign.
                                                                                             (I never could decide much on my own.)
I longed to be free of chutes and ladders.
                                                             ( I am a delinquent.)
To love someone is the point of no return.
                                                                                    (Unrequited is the word I think.)
And I knew when they spelled out your name in spaghettios that-
                                                                              ( Life had done me in good.)