Eternal sleep was a sweet dream until I woke up and breathed for the first time - The stomach pump sliced the back of my throat and the stitches burned lacerations but otherwise my pupils still could have been dilated - I learned as I raced through dead pine trees that there is no waste of time And beauty is in souls who understand why you cry at night - I am nothing more than a crooked wonder but I have been reminded by angels and cigarettes that there is truth in fear and I haven't met potential yet