I am a Passover meal without honey A salad of parsley and salt I am the face babies make when they taste Lemons for the first time And when the riptide yanked you under as a child The brackish fetid smell of your lungs afterward The breath of the drowned-dead corpse that lingered Even after listerine and the end of summer vacation... What the **** is wrong with a person who hates happiness? Why does my skin dry and shrivel at heartwarming moments? Why do hallmark cards make me wanna yartz? What the **** is wrong, here? Rupi Kaur split her poetry in sections: Hurting, loving, breaking, healing. I want to like her but I can only stomach the first fourth of the book, The rest feels like a betrayal written by someone I thought I knew. My coworkers express their sadness at current events and all I can think is Finally! Finally, you feel it too! Hurt people hurt people. I'm in the crab bucket and you're ******* coming with me, pal. I've heard it said that I'll get better, In body or mind or soul, the something that's got to give Will give And I will get better. No one ever says exactly how, or when. Until then I will sit among bitter herbs Licking tears, uselessly, off my cheeks.