as the moth against the screen door flits at the light willing or not to repeat in it's attempted blind stare that which fuels the source of it's stress all at once in singular to strive; to live, it beats it's wing to the ragged hum of a busted air conditioner pushing out even more heat - over and over - a thousand times-more with a vain struggle to gain a simple footing a failed persistence, it staggers to survive for that which stands in it's way-namely; the unrelenting endless summertime, it bears down in a grip, to take hold- we are reminded of this- going forward, we must think ahead; regard our position - to seek it all, or die trying- over and over in our own vain attempt to succeed or fail, we then, like as not; will in the end- become like the moth