i promise once having returned from the void i will have found a voice something to say a raid on the inarticulate no,not just clever this time butΒ genuine,authentic ..silence might be another kind of rant i fell into marking poverty of speech, gaunt vocabulary,Β the toll of meaning all falling together into a clump, the abyss tell me you know of this place,where i am Β Β -your much closer than myself in saying it may really all exist and might matter after all.