Orientation was a confusing subject
In school
I refused to touch it
Gay was taboo.
And gender change unproven
But I knew I loved it.
My memory a cemetery.
Who's who of the dudes I'm *******.

In fantasy.
But Reality was a different tune.
Burned my arms
Abusing substances in middle school
******* leaving little clues.
So blurred a false persona
Like I killed a dude.
That ******* isn't true.
I lied for all my life.
I hope the truth doesn't get to you