So is this what happens?
When I am left alone with my thoughts?
I sink down
Down
Deep into the depths of my memories?
I feel trapped and isolated.
Haunted and infected.
I want to escape.
I keep relapsing
Back here.
I am afraid
Can I
Or will I
Ever find serenity?
Some sort of inner peace?
Break free of this demon
This demon that is me?