im only a shell not much to see ,
rusted feelings of anguish plague me.
when i was young i was on top you see,
until the day she cleaved life outta me.
tossed me out like a useless piece of trash,
not realizing she gave me a ****** ****.
so here i lay in a constant pool of blood ,
over the years like a real man should .
but for her i wasnt good enough you see,
to consider spending a life with me.
never again can i feel happiness breeze,
to dwell in sorrow life has much darker plans for me  ,
nothing now can stop this god wrenching numbing pain,
because she  left me here cold and wet to die , in the drain.