What if it came with storm clouds? Would it matter if I flooded the space between us with tears? I look back, 20/20 pulling ******* sore edges Sorry has a place but not here My fingertips can feel the warmth of your wanting Pulling away just like my heart did Slow, methodical, intent to hurt No amount of what-could-be would turn me Even now my words are silent yet I do mean their weight Whether you've got an oar or not is no matter Shame lapping at your distant shore At least I did not ghost you, no no Much worse in my eyes to me I pulled along a tug boat with a jet engine Even while you struggled to be free