Jun 2013
I don't even know why
I'm punishing myself
because I'm never going to be like the rest.
I'm never going to be who I want to be.
I don't know why I'm letting myself be left behind
wishing I let myself go but trying to convince myself
it was
the right thing to do
(I know it wasn't)
I can live in denial though
I have and I will.
I'm punishing myself
because I'm never going to be like the rest.
I'm never going to be who I want to be.
I don't know why I'm letting myself be left behind
wishing I let myself go but trying to convince myself
it was
the right thing to do
(I know it wasn't)
I can live in denial though
I have and I will.
My whole grade is off on a fun trip to D.C. and I didn't go because I didn't feel confident enough to and because I tried to convince myself I could use the money on something much more rewarding then sharing in a once-in-a-lifetime experience.
