I thought I would feel something
More
Instead
I feel numb
Like I’m devoid of any and all emotions

I sat out in the sun today
Tried to enjoy nature
Allow it to encourage my reflection
Nope
Nothing
I just feel
...
I can’t even describe the emotion
Is there even something
That has a name to my experience

And as I now sit in my house
Inspired to write
I can still feel the sun’s warmth
Lingering On my
Left cheek
Forearms
Legs
While I come to the conclusion that
This
Is a great tragedy

To have an experience
Without the language of knowing
If there’s is a word or concept behind it
You’re left alone
With nothing
Only the meta emotion of confusion