I wish things were different
I wish we talked more
I wish you’d let me in
I wish we were closer
Instead we’re distant
You linger through my mind
Thoughts I can’t push down
Feelings I can’t ignore
Memories I cannot erase
Everything is you
I can’t no I won’t decide
Between me or you
Let you go ?
I hold on tight to whatever we have left
I drown myself in my own pain and sorrow
Because I can’t express this to you
I wish I was a priority to you
What am I to you ?
Your words don’t match your actions
You leave me feeling lost
But still I stay
Hoping you change
I wish things were different