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May 2020
Finally home, all alone
Alcohol consumed me
Pack a smokes beside me
I'm in panic mode
Tears flooding the carpet
Turn on the bath to cry under water
Screaming and bleeding thinking of you
Trapped under a blanket
Sobbing next to mama's pills
I'm at the bottom of the world
Missing the presents I bought for a girl
Every memory is like a war
That framed picture changed my feelings so I'm a lock my door
I cant take it anymore
This alcohol is my low key antidepressant
I swear I'm not so ignorant
Dear daddy I've been trying to change
But I'm weak and vulnerable
No one by me, nobody to hold me
I miss the love I've once had.
There is no going back.
I use to improve out with mamas pills, slap them on my tongue to flirt with death
I've got a date with depression so I'm spit them out and rest.
Nellie 55
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Nellie 55  28/M/Minnesota
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