A Day in the Now To the guy sitting across from me on the bus today Smiling and carrying his groceries to where ever home or His journey leads, at first I didn’t pay attention. However, something kept pushing me to take a look So without seeming as staring or prying I took the look I could almost feel the tears in your smile, the pain and agony It takes to produce a wonderful smile in the short glance I saw the scars of a fire, from first glance as you walked on the bus Everything seemed normal in appearance, but as I said I wasn’t paying attention Until I had the feeling to take a look, through you my kind Sir; God spoke to me with your wonderful smile; God showed me your pain Which produced that smile and it touched my heart. You are an inspiration to this man, Sir. God be with you on your Journey. Later in the day walking back to the bus stop from donating blood A man comes up to me and says” pardon me, sorry for bothering you I am not the type of guy who asks for change, and this is embarrassing for me to ask” I said ok, what’s the problem he said he left his house without his cash and ran out of gas I said ok, quick glance at him nice clothes and friendly, so I handed him all the change I had in my pocket and told him Sir that’s all I have but you are welcome to it, it wasn’t much really. He walked back over to where his car was at the gas station, went inside paid with what he had As I walked past him he yelled thank you for your help. Nice car, Thank you God. So as I was waiting for the bus, I started thinking about today I had an hour wait not much else to do Then it hit me some times God has to breakdown something that’s not working or restructure In order To build it better his way; (if I said this right.) So with the toils and strife I have faced personally and wasn’t listening to God as I should have been God was breaking me down to restructure my life, because the old way was harmful to myself and It wasn’t his way, and productivity went down. So here I am listening, loving and following Christ Now as he is breaking my life down and restructuring it into the way he had planned in the first place Where he leads me I don’t know, I just know where he says I will follow. A day in the Now Alan Spivey 9/08/2012