es ques
a ver,
que paja la falta,.
how crazy teh shiver
when it's remembering,
but
(like when it's morning and i'm not playing the role anymore)
when it's real
i still need to close my eyes and focus,
not just let go
()
que paja that i still remember
how i ****** it up in the past
and that i can't just act on my crazy
.
how intense the anticipation
and
i just wish you'd understand that i need more of it
and couldn't we enjoy the silence for a bit longer?
.
attached to your arm
i was told i was definitely not dreaming and there was no waking up from this, i was just really high.
and why the **** would they all be so happy?
i looked down on them,
i couldn't be with them,
knowing
i'd have to leave your bed.