I feel delighted to have a curse on me, may be this gift me a reason, to get an acquaintance or to seek what they call enlightment to see.
like every step i miss a day, or slip down off that cliff, each wonder tell me why i need to stand up straight again.
To no one's surprise i weep and cry as we week creaturs do and i blame God ,but not myself for each wrong i do!
but still the spark does'nt get dim, because everytime i get the light, to burn that defeat inside and begin with a new shine.
the story of tiny ant still strikes my mind which i always ignored when i ws a child yet it is somewhere in my mind and helps me to get wt i desire to find.
so the quote''COURAGE & HARDWORK' never fails'', always return its promised meaning that i shall stand after my defeat to rule the world again......