sunday morning newspaper aeroplanes, words smudge under tear stains and my lip cracks under the pressure of my bite acts on instinct as the words soak, inked time imemorial illuminated under the hot sun beams through the window little rainbows dance on the bed linen same old pretty looking heart healing soft feeling bold moves and boulders hurtle down the mountain side but with you by my side it seemed impossible unstoppable we were until you stopped short of expectations waiting patiently at the train station for crumbling goodbyes and never agains and whys no closure, forgotten, moved on, stepped over and left to pick up the pieces of a promise etched in my chest, deceit is harder to swallow dressed up in a sweetie wrapper but it's better swallowed whole than watching life slip away, folded up on the kitchen table with the sunday morning newspaper.