I'm over it
that's all.
you gave me some really great material
but I ran it all out.
I guess that was the point though
to write all my feelings
until I had none
well mission accomplished
I'm drained and void
or any reminiscence of feelings
especially, but not limited to, ones about you.
That's what you wanted
and what I want
is to make sure you get what you want.
I proved to myself today that I can live without feelings towards you
and I can do it successfully
and I can be happy with your love the way it is;
manifesting itself in 4:00 am texts
just because I was someone you needed to talk to
and free merchandise
because I'm "a good soul"
and anytime of day phone calls
just to see how I'm doing.
it may still sting
but I'm not so sure that will ever go away.
I'm just happy to know that I can be happy
with what I get