I hate myself for always finding away to forgive u
My heart yearns for love so i don't know what to do
I hate you so much i cry when i think of it
But i did it to myself it's like a crime i didn't commit
I shouldn't have said yes i couldn't bear the truth
And everyday im with u it takes away my youth
Again and again i continue to forgive myself for penetrating  my skin again and again
I just want to fall asleep knowing i´m ok
To have the knowledge of waking up to another good day
Sometimes we don't go for what makes us happy
But were just human it comes from within and because we have a heartbeat we will try to do it all over again