I'm not apologizing for my actions, thoughts, or beliefs. Most of the time I say that because I am a man. Not the man that hurts you. Or the one that doesn't appreciate you. Or the one who is there but always gone, not giving you the time or care you need. Im the man who loves you and wants to renew your faith in love. The man who cherishes every single moment he has with you. The man who appreciates every moment you have to offer. The man who wants to redeem the happiness and laughter that has been quieted. The man who will never put himself before you unless it is to protect you. Im the man who wants to walk beside you daily holding your hand attentive to your words, understanding every one. Im the man who longs to hold you the rest of his life. The man who quietly wait patiently on you even after this life is over. Everyday I strive to be that better man and I say I'm sorry for everyday I haven't been here to provide you with what you need. Im talking the days before I met you, the days God was preparing me to love you the way you need to be loved, everlasting

Dedicated to my beautiful, loving, Special K