It’s my body I tighten my breast to my chest with a thin rubber layer. I stuff socks in my pants to pass the gender norms. I listen that I’m not boy enough to pass but not girly sufficient to use the lady restroom. My Brain is confused between making me happy or making my family ok. I don’t want to hurt anyone, but I can’t live like this anymore. I would instead run then stay another day as a woman. My body is made for me. My body is known to me. My body is the only mine.