I've been looking for something
since I was 5. I looked at fire and
nearly burned the woods down.
I looked at cigarettes mom smoked
and caught hell. I watched my god
gramps drinking beer and vomited.
I saw Jimmy Kuhn's dad's poker cards
with naked women on them and I
stole the Ace of spades who became
my lonely lover in the bathroom.
I've been looking for her ever since.