What I would do for her to love me,
Everything,
I think logically,
But I don't act on my thoughts,
I think,
I just need to say hi,
How are you doing,
10 seconds of courage,
For a possible lifetime of happiness.

And yet,
I cant do it,
I cant open my mouth,
I catch her eye,
She wants me to say hi,
I'm embarrassed at my own lack of confidence,
My overwhelming fear of rejection,
embarrassment and failure,

I can feel my window of opportunity slipping away,
And I'm not going to do anything about it.