just a couple of bottle of pills
to recover me from being this ill
thought i'd survive
thought i'd prevail and thrive
abandoned by my only happiness
didn't know it'd come to this
tell my ma i love her
and take care of my brother
tell my pa i forgive him
i'll be in a better place now watching them
tell my good friends i'll miss them all
and my enemies to start crying and crawl
for this is their fault they are to blame
along with my demons they're not ashamed
tell my lovely boy i do
though he didn't ask i'm sure he wanted to
tell them all i'll see them soon
i'll be a star watching them along with the moon
tell them all to live their life happily
since i never got the chance to be
and now my Great Father take me with you
take my soul and cleanse it too
i know this is a sin i've just committed
but i just wanted to be safe happy and uplifted

*-djs