how i feel towards u its too insensate like u scroll down pages of an empty book or strike helplessly the broken chords of violin i am not vibrant enough to dessicate black from white i am full enough to greed for the blurring sight how i feel towards u?; its a matter of time like a flash on sky, or shine of sapphire like smoke is blown out with wind,or fragrance fades out after spring, i dnt understand, but words i feel the music in its silence i pour in like a wine and earth shakes itself in madness, the madness of love, the madness of lust, the madness of desire;MADNESS it is, and i pour in, like black clouds, i soak myself in my dark breaths, without sun to appear, without moon to heal the wounds, i just drown in my own wind, swirl in my own ocean, speak in my own silence....