Hands that are used to create beauty no longer hold the same passion. Lingering in my mind are memories and thoughts which have no more use. I can see in the corner of my periphery a window which shines a bright day. Maybe today there is more weight in the everyday life I choose to consistently throw away. From my *****, mussed bedsheets I only see the wall and a phone screen which I use as much as I breathe. This is living I decide as I discard whatever pride I used to have. The same songs played on a day that has repeated too many times for comfort. A vacancy is where my mind lives.