It hurts because I know no matter how I word it you will never understand what that moment mean't to me. You will never truly grasp how much I need you, or how much I think about you. You will never see that I am, and will always be in love with you. And this will all happen because I am not gifted enough. I cant put my thoughts into words and because of this you will never know. When I see you my mind goes blank, I cant speak. So im sorry that you will never know how I feel about you. But to be honest you probably dont care what I feel. Do I ever even cross your mind?