I know you want me clean, I'm sorry honey I'm only a human being Baby I'm not sober, hard to climb over It's a difficult achievement What a painful experiment I'm sorry, does my sorry matter Am I causing feelings to shatter Cupcake it's hard to pull through Can't afford to lose I do fine then I do fall behind Sorry I'm starting all over Then choose to not be sober Baby I'm so sorry to cause some pain I'm going insane, lost track with my brain I don't mean to complain, it's faith I'm trying to gain. But these eyes storm and rain A few drinks is all I know, I don't blame you if you want to go My darling, my "baby girl" You'll always have my world